Read and relax.

If you didn’t need sleep, what would you do with all the extra time?

One of my biggest issues with myself is that I would never have the time in the world to read all the texts that I want to read.

To learn all the languages I want to learn.

To travel the world.

I can’t physically or financially achieve this, so I dissolve into a world of travel, politics and history through books. Classics, novels, poetry dystopian and utopian, philosophy and religion, trade and financial impacts worldwide, war, complete fantasy and escapism, wellbeing and positivity. I want to read them all.

I love to learn, I am a perfectionist, a naturally curious and inquisitive mind.

For Christmas all I wanted was a thesaurus this year. A big, hardback, beautiful and abundant thesaurus.

For my birthday, I wanted to ask for books on etymology. Words fascinate me. I’m terrified of using them inaccurately, yet I find that my often uncontrollable words betray me. Cripple me.

I stumble far too often.

If I could learn to have the power to control my words, then I could feel so much happier within myself.

Kinder and gentler, more respectful to others.

I have failed myself many times.

This is my promise to myself and to my children to improve that about myself.

I can do better.

I will do better.

I just need time

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