Author: memyselfandwhoami

Sorrow.

Agony fire all over

Help Needed.

I am looking for men and women who have had experience with Hampshire Constabulary when reporting Domestic Abuse. I am collating data and would love to hear any feedback you have for me, both positive and negative. My intention is my to disgrace nor promote, simply evaluate facts. I cannot do this with figures alone.…… Continue reading Help Needed.

Fight or Flight?

We all have within us the instinctual fight or flight response, and a tendency to lean one way or the other. Capable of both, however, depending on our nature we will have an inclination towards one more than the other. I am Flight. I have been running away my entire life. The first time I…… Continue reading Fight or Flight?

Salt of the Earth people

What relationships have a positive impact on you? People who are genuine. People who can see your soul. People who don’t judge or discriminate in any way. People invested in the wellbeing of everyone around them. People who constantly raise each other up. People who refuse to follow the crowd. People who can share their…… Continue reading Salt of the Earth people

Lanterns

I carried a candle crafted from the wax of my soul. Fragile wick, burning off centre and flawed. Until I followed a new light and set my candle aside. Faithfully followed the path that it shone for me. Until I could see the flickering glow from my own candle no more. I traversed new lands.…… Continue reading Lanterns

Servitude.

I never felt enough

All the time in the world.

If time were not a finite pleasure for our mortal selves, what would you do with it? I would learn every language there ever was, modern, historical, fantastical or nonsensical, and endeavour to create my own. Read every text ever written, starting with all the banished books. Study theology, philosophy, etymology, literature, sociology, history and…… Continue reading All the time in the world.

Contradictions.

Something I have never understood about myself is the seemingly nonsensical dichotomy of being paralysed by a last minute change of plans or alterations to a schedule, and the absolute enjoyment and liberation I feel when there is no plan at all. Today for instance. “We’re all going for a walk, we’ve been stuck inside…… Continue reading Contradictions.

Lump of coal?

I should have known better