She dare shine an array of colour in the light of the grey moon. Infinities of thorns encircling her frame. Caged wild heart thundering echoes in the silence. She travels alone in the shadows not to be seen. Forever hidden. For they will slay her – feed her to the wolves. To be stripped of…… Continue reading The girl with technicolor pelt.
Tag: anxiety
Anarchy in mind.
I dissect. I devour. I watch from the tower. I read. I digest. This mind does not rest. She wrestles. She tousles. Words fall. Create ruffles. Beautifully – Bitter – Escape My head on a stake. Sound mind. Concubine. Tethered – free. Sever – Me. Virtue. Never. Unravel the sweater. Lay way to the fuse.…… Continue reading Anarchy in mind.
Unmasking.
All I do is nothing. All I do is everything, in totality, in wholeness, wholesomeness, defensiveness, regardlessness, defiance, necessarily, selflessly, creatively, confusingly, delicately disastrously, contradictingly, ‘pre-meditatedly’, consciously, disconnectedly, contrastingly, loudly-silently, defeatedly – aggressively, despairingly, confusedly, hopefully – naively – in denial – defiantly, respectfully, nothing – left – of – me – but – you…… Continue reading Unmasking.
Intrepidation
Textbook. Head First. Guarded. Whirlwind. Too much? Not enough? Rollercoaster. Head rush. Alleviations. Sigh of relief. Hands held together. Virtually. This is me. Tread carefully. Connections welcome. Intellectually. Laughter easy. Minds at ease. Do I want to be seen? Absolutely. Reservedly. Heart beat racing. Anxiety. Rush of emotions. Empowers me. Boundary. Expectation. Respectfully. Fiery preservations.…… Continue reading Intrepidation
Chronic Illness
What do I gain in ‘sharing’ my pain? Not much at all That’s why I refrain I slip on that mask On myself I do task The pretence that I am the same Hold back my tears Ignore all my fears That one day incapacitation will reign My body My rock Forever in shock But…… Continue reading Chronic Illness
The ability to trust again.
I will not stand and promote something I cannot understand
Sorrow.
Agony fire all over
Help Needed.
I am looking for men and women who have had experience with Hampshire Constabulary when reporting Domestic Abuse. I am collating data and would love to hear any feedback you have for me, both positive and negative. My intention is my to disgrace nor promote, simply evaluate facts. I cannot do this with figures alone.…… Continue reading Help Needed.
Fight or Flight?
We all have within us the instinctual fight or flight response, and a tendency to lean one way or the other. Capable of both, however, depending on our nature we will have an inclination towards one more than the other. I am Flight. I have been running away my entire life. The first time I…… Continue reading Fight or Flight?
Salt of the Earth people
What relationships have a positive impact on you? People who are genuine. People who can see your soul. People who don’t judge or discriminate in any way. People invested in the wellbeing of everyone around them. People who constantly raise each other up. People who refuse to follow the crowd. People who can share their…… Continue reading Salt of the Earth people
Me, Myself and Who am I? 